I am having a really bad day today.
I’m so tired of unemployment.
I’m so tired of losing motivation for anything I try in order to make money when the dopamine is no longer being generated from it.
I’m so tired of waking up every day playing roulette on how I’m going to feel.
I’m so tired of having disabilities that are at odds with each other.
I’m so tired of feeling guilty about who I am.
I’m so tired of my own brain making things a problem when no one else has the problem.
I’m so tired of not having the right skills to do any of the things recommended for people in my position (Sell art? What art?)
I’m so tired of not being able to market the skills I DO have because of imposter syndrome.
I’m so tired of people just… not caring like it felt they used to.
It’s just all so difficult to navigate.